This and That

Haven't posted in a while! Been busy!

Mikaela had her awards day at school Wednesday. She recieved 3 awards, which I am so proud of her for. She recieved one for honor roll (she had all A's and 1 B); one for good behavior awarded by the teacher; and one awarded by the principal for being outstanding student! Only 2 in each grade recieved the principals award, so I was very proud. She's doing great in school. She got a B in math, but she's doing so well and I'm so proud of her!

Eli had his first field trip last week. They went to see the Wizard of Oz, the play. He enjoyed it, but he said it was scary! He also didn't like the 1 1/2 hour bus ride each way. He is very smart, and loves doing his flashcards in the evening. He is also very happy he gets to wear his 'short sleeve pants' (which is what he calls shorts! lol) and his summer 'costumes' (which is what he calls outfits lol!) He has funny phrases he says all the time. Last night Rod was tucking him in bed. Rod pulled the covers up, and Eli wanted them pulled up differently than normal. Rod said, "You're changing up the way I tuck you in a night, aren't you?" And Eli said, "Yup! I have a new bed recipe!" LOL. I think my kids are too, too funny.

I didn't feel good last night. I felt sick to my stomach and dizzy, and I woke up this morning (at 5:30 thanks to Silas...) with a KILLER headache and I was very dizzy. I feel better now, but when I get to moving, I get dizzy. I don't know what's wrong? But I know that I hate that feeling! (dizzy feeling). I would like to take a nap but I know as soon as I lay down, Silas will wake up from his nap! It's like he has a radar on him. As soon as Mommy lays down and gets to sleep, ZING he's awake!

Mercie fell out of bed last night! She always gets in bed with us in the middle of the night. And I woke up to a THUD. And her crying. She went back to sleep quickly, though!

Silas said daddy last night! Rod picked him up and he said "Da-de" and laid his head on Rod's shoulder! Of course, he still won't say MaMa!

Mercie loves loves sippy cups! She drinks them like a bottle, and twirls her hair at the same time. Silas loves to play with her sippy cups, but will NOT drink out of one...

I got a GEO-SAFARI out of my neighbor's garages sale yesterday for ONE DOLLAR. Love deals! I got Mercie TONS of clothes, in EXCELLENT SHAPE, for this summer. In fact, she doens't need anything now except shoes and a few play outfits. One down...Three to go. Clothes get expensive! But luckily our neighbors daughter is one size ahead of Mercie, and they buy her NICE clothes, so I can usually snag some good things! I don't mind second hand clothing, but I know some people don't like it! But I say be frugal! Save your money! Make your dollar go as far as it can! (Actually I don't say that...but I should!)

A Trip to the Zoo and my 50th Post!

Fifty posts may not seem like much to some people, but it was neat for me to see that this is my 50th post!!

Tuesday, Mercie, Silas and I went to the zoo with my sister, her 2 boys, and my mom for her son Bryton's 4th birthday! The kids had a great time, and I enjoyed the time with my mom and sister. (Too bad my other sister lives in Baton Rouge...) I took lots of pictures, but stole my mom's idea and made a collage! It's my first one...so I think it's pretty cute!

I am so thankful for the time that I get to spend with my children! I do miss Mikaela and Eli, and although putting them in school has worked for this season in our life, I don't believe I'll be putting them in again next year. They aren't learning anything more than they were at home, even when I felt like we hadn't accomplished much, we accomplished more than I thought. They like it, but it's not as fun as they pictured. And Eli has been acting out when he comes home from school lately. Rod pointed out that it could be because he's not getting as much 'attention' from me as he is used to. And looking at it that way, I can see how that's possible. They get home at 3:20 in the afternoon. I have to help Mikaela with her homework, cook dinner, bathe the baby and Mercie and help Eli bathe. Mikaela bathes herself! I usually have to nurse/rock Silas for a while at night. We have to clean up and usually the only time I spend with him is doing his sight word flashcards and after Silas goes to sleep, I put Mercie to sleep and try to spend a little time with Mikaela and Eli before they go to bed at around 7:30 or 8. Now that this is brought to my attention, though, I'm going to try to spend aLOT more time talking to him, holding him (he has been wanting to be rocked and held lately, and I usually put that off -bad mommy!- because I need to do something else...), playing a game with him, etc. And by acting out, I mean he has a bad attitude, he's disrepectful, he's angry, he can't cope when things don't go his way, he flies off the handle...and this is NOT normally how he acts. So I'm not so sure school is the cause, but school is the cause of him being gone all day, and missing me, and missing out on the time we spent together, whcih is the cause of his acting out. So I'm resisting the urge to pull him out of school right now, and let him finish. They will be through in the middle of May, which isn't too far off. And I'm going to pray that God will show me ways to fulfill Eli's needs.

And...last night we got a bad storm, and we lost electricity for a while. The kids thought it was cool, to have candles burning and stuff. We were asleep when it came back on, so I'm not sure exactly how long it was off. Rod's little brother Rueben spent the night with us last night. He is Mercie's age, and they play great together!

Well I'm off to take a bath and get ready to start my day!! Enjoy yours!!

Which way am i going?

Yesterday was the first time I've heard  (almost an entire) sermon in I don't know how long! Rod and I taught the toddler class at church for so long I can't remember how long, and although I loved it, I was ready for a break! So another lady volunteered to take my spot, and miraculously, Mercie went to class with Eli without a word of complaint, Mikaela goes to children's church, and Silas fell asleep in the nursery when I was feeding him, so I got to sit in church with Rod without any children or distractions for the first time in forever! It was so relaxing, and the sermon was really convicting.

He made one statement that really struck a chord with me and Rod. He said, "Every decision you make, you are either taking a step toward God and toward righteousness, or you are taking a step away from God." That really makes me look at every thing I do differently. When you put your daily decisions, even simple ones, into that perspective, it really causes you to think...

He also talked about why we "cling" to certain sins, and why we can't just let them go. They hinder us, they cause us to stumble, to keep us from experiencing uninhibited fellowship with God, yet we just can't LET THEM GO. That was rather convicting to me, because there are a few sins that I am having a problem letting go. And why? They are SIN...SIN...SIN...Nothing good comes from sin, it's only enjoyable temporarily, it makes you feel guilty, it puts strain on your relationship with God...so why can't we sling that sin off?

Just a few thoughts that I've been pondering this morning. Which way am I going? Toward God? Or away from God?

What a Day!!

Whew! We have had a busy busy day today! THREE birthday parties!!
10:30 this morning was Bryton's 4th birthday party! It was so much fun.
1:00 was Mikaela's friend Eden's 10th party at the park.
2:00 was Eli's friend Anna Klair's 6th party right next door to us!

We have been going going all day long. We haven't been home too long, just enough time to nurse Silas and put him down for a nap. Eli's watching a movie and Mercie just feel asleep on the ottoman. Mikaela's doing mosaic art she got for Christmas, and I just popped online to check my email and blog for a few minutes! The kids are having sandwiches for supper tonight, and I'm going to try to convince Rod to scamble some eggs and cook some toast for me and him! I got the house cleaned this morning, mopped floors and folded 2 loads of clothes and put them up, made beds, and even dusted the dining room! But no matter how much I do, there's always MORE to do. So now I'm off to do just that.

Growing up

Silas is getting SO big. This morning, when I went to get him out of his crib (because he slept ALL NIGHT for the SECOND night in a row!!), he was STANDING UP IN HIS CRIB! For the first time!! He's been pulling up for a week or two now, but it was the first time in his crib!!

Then he was 'cruising' back and forth between his toy basket and his jungle gym!! And now he is crusing back and forth on his ABC train!

It blows me away how FAST they grow up! It's exciting, but it's also sad. He won't be an infant much longer. He's going to be a toddler - walking, talking, playing, eating real food. It really makes you stop and CHERISH these moments.

Moments of rocking him sleep.
Moments of kissing his soft hair.
Moments of breathing in his sweet smell.
Changing his little diapers.
Tickling his tiny feet.
Giggling over each new milestone reached.
Watching him nurse.
Holding him.

I know how fast it passes. Mikaela is EIGHT. Eli is FIVE. Mercie is THREE.

Where does time go? Why must these moments pass by and become the past? Why do babies have to grow into adults? Why is our time with them so fleeting?

I tell Mikaela all the time, "You can quit GROWING now!!" And she just laughs. But...but we can talk now. We can joke around. She wants my company. She wants me to teach her things...how to cook...how to draw...how to sew (!)...how to be a mommy. She wants me to be her friend. Her confidant. Her counselor. She tells me her secrets, her fears, her dreams, her aspirations (which change almost daily). She talks to me about God. About her understanding of who He is...about he questions she has about Him...And I guess, that although I long to keep her young and innocent, growing up is part of God's plan for all of us. And as sad as it can be, it is also amazing and exciting to be a part of my child's life. To have a relationship. Fellowship.

So, although I am sad they are all growing up, I am thankful that I have the opportunity to watch them grow up!

It's Snowing!!

It's snowing here in LOOOOsiana!! The kids have been dying to go out in it...but we've had runny noses, coughs, ear infections, strep throat...so I finally said OKAY. Go play in the snow. Silas and I will watch you from the WINDOW. LOL. I don't like the cold.

After 30 seconds, Mercie was crying because she was cold and came inside. After 2 minutes, Mikaela came inside. Then came Eli.

The snow and the cold isn't nearly as fun as they thought it would be!

School is cancelled today! We are multi tasking right now. Watching Nancy Drew; Eli's playing with his GI Joes; Mikaela's playing with her Polly Pockets; Mercie is playing with her shopping cart and 140 pieces of food, coupons, money, etc that came with it (thanks Melissa and Ash!); Silas is rolling around, pulling up, biting my toe; Rod's sick and asleep in the recliner, and I am just blogging!!

Enjoy the snow (if you got it)!!

Mercie is 3!

Sunday, Mercie turned 3 years old! We had a party here at the house, complete with Dora cupcakes and horse rides! One of our friends brought their horses over and rode the kids around. It was a huge hit!

I can't believe she is 3 already! She is a sweetheart. She talks really well, and all the time. She loves 'tats' (cats). She loves to watch Dora. She is hilarious!! Before she goes to sleep each time she HAS to say, "You smell like the rainbows" to me and I have to say it back. Then she says, "You and me are sliding down the rainbows." She starts out in her own bed at night but always ALWAYS winds up in ours before morning. She loves to be outside and she loves to swing and slide on the swingset. She does NOT stay clean longer than 5 minutes a day; dirt jumps on her like a magnet. She loves Silas and calls him 'buddy'. She loves drinking from a sippy cup, and when she's sleepy, she twirls her hair while drinking. She loves to go to walmart. She loves to color and draw (often times, on the wall...or her bed...or the floor...) She's as stubborn as mule. She's as sweet as an angel. I don't know what I'd do without my Mercie girl!

 Her birthday present, and yes she can zoom around fast on that bike.

 Mercie and her handsome daddy.

 Mercie and Ruben, Rod's little brother.

 Mikaela and Bryton.

               And I wanted to add this one in of Silas. He can now pull up to a standing position!

Bumbo Seat Warning

I absolutely love the Bumbo seats. Silas loves his, and he sits in it often. He even bathes in it most night! He doesn't like to lay down in the tub, he outgrew his baby bathtub, and he is waaaay too slippery sitting up in the bathtub by himself. The Bumbo seat is wonderful for many reasons.

But! He, at 7 months old, has managed to slip out of the Bumbo, not once, but TWICE. (Not in the tub...) Thankfully, he was on the floor in it both times, as I have also used it on the kitchen counter while I was cooking or unloading the dishwasher or sweeping or whatever. (I was always arms length away from him. I'm not a bad mother, people! I'm careful.)

He was in the bathroom the first time, while I was bathing Mercie. He was just playing with a toy and kinda bouncing around in it, and I heard a little thud. I looked to my right, and he was on his belly, smiling a "I did it!" smile.

The next time I watched him, trying to see what he did. He was straightening out his body (as best he could in the Bumbo), and arching his back, and twisting around until, WHAM, he's out!

I'm just letting anyone who might be reading this and using a Bumbo (not for themselves...for their baby!) to watch baby carefully while in Bumbo. I had no idea he would ever be able to twist his way out. I figured he was in there tight enough not to be able to get out.

But babies have minds of their own...and they often surprise us. And now, you have been warned!!

Just Ramblin..

I just wanted to post a few pictures of the kids that I took the last week or so. We haven't done anything too terribly interesting lately. The kids go to school, Mercie, Silas and I hang out, I try to keep the house clean and dinner cooked and spend time with Mikaela and Eli when they get home from school. We stay busy but nothing notable to post about! :-) Silas can army crawl anywhere he wants to get. Mercie still gets in our bed every. single. night. Eli is doing well in school, and said he is the teacher's favorite. Ha! Mikaela is also doing well, and has made lots of new friends. My sister and her boys came over today and we got to play outside all day. The weather was nice, around 60 degrees or so. I can't wait for spring weather! Tomorrow is church. It will be weird with only 1 child!! The older ones are going to church with my mom and then we'll meet her and pick them up.

A few prayer requests:
*My PawPaw (my dad's dad) just  had a procedure done to remove what they thought was a gall stone, turned out to be cancer. He's had cancer before, and now he has another type. He's 82 years old, but doesn't seem that old! I'm really worried about him, he's in Houston right now with my dad undegoing some tests and stuff to see what they can do about it. Please pray for him.

*A young family in our town (22 and 23 years old) lost their 4 month old baby last week to meningitis. It is so horrible and so sad. They also have a 16 month old. Pray for strength and peace and comfort...I can't imagine...I don't want to think about it...

*My sister is pregnant! 10 weeks. Pray for her pregnancy to go well. And ENERGY for her.

And now...some pictures...

                                      Best buddies...this was so cute!

               Mik wearing her headband Nana brought her from Nicaragua.

                 Just playing....

                  What a face!

                "I can hold him Mommy! Really I can!"

                    "See? Told ya!" Then she pushes him out of her lap (didn't get a pic of THAT).

Children's Museum

Saturday, we went to the Children's Museum in the big city (1 1/2 hours away). My mom, my sister and her two boys, and me and the kiddos went over there with my mom's church's children's group. We had a good time, and the kids loved it. It's more like a huge play place than a museum. They have a kid sized firehouse with a pole you can slide down (none of my kids would though); a kid sized restaurant where you can pretend to cook and serve people (which my kids loved); a huge mouth you can walk in and see the teeth; a real ambulance; a real cop car; sand and bubble play; a canoe you can get in and see yourself 'in the water' on a tv; and a few other things. I took some pictures, but Mikaela wouldn't let me take any of her harldy and Mercie didn't want to smile either, so they are mainly of Eli. Who was in a take my picture doing this kind of mood!

Silas is 7 months today!

Today my baby is 7 months old! He is growing so fast! I am trying to slow down time, but am finding it an impossible feat.

He is still almost exclusively nursing.
He liked baby food for a few weeks, but hasn't been interested in it the last week or two.
He is sitting up so well!
He doesn't sit up so well in the buggy at Wal Mart.
He smiles and laughs at his brother and sisters.
He likes to play with toys, especially his sit to stand ABC train.
He loves his bath!
He is in size 3 huggies, but they are a little big.
He is in size 12 month clothes.
He doesn't sleep all night.
He hates anybody touching his face.
He loves mommy to hold him all. day. long.
He is a happy baby!
He pulled to a standing position Tuesday for the first time.
He moves his feet constantly when he's being held.
I am so in love with him!

And with that face, how could I not be?!

On another note, I am missing Mikaela and Eli more than ever since they've been going to school. It's a long time I don't see them every day, and I was used to seeing them all day long. Eli's still adjusting. He likes school, but misses Mommy. Mikaela likes school, but misses being home, too. I miss them both being at home with me. I am enjoying Mercie and all the time I can pour into her and Silas. She is enjoying having my almost undivided attention most of the morning. She usually naps after lunch, and then the big kids are home from school.

I guess I'll adjust!

Breastfeeding PART TWO

I have experienced first hand many, if not all, of the benefits of breastfeeding I read and learned about, plus more!

1.) Intimate bond with your baby. Yes, I bonded with all of my children, even the bottle fed ones. But there is a closeness, an intimacy you have with your baby when you breastfeed that cannot be described to anyone that hasn't breastfed.

2.) Sensitivity to your babies needs. In my experience, I am much more responsive and compassionate to Silas's cries and needs than I was with the others. Not that I love him more or anything like that! How could you love one child more than another? It's just an urgency I feel when he's crying; an importance of his needs, not an annoyance.

3.) Way easier! That's an understatement. In the middle of the night, you don't have to get up and fix a  bottle and hold a bottle and stay awake to feed baby. You can roll over, feed him, fall asleep, and repeat without ever leaving your bed (if you co sleep). If you don't co sleep you still just grab your baby and feed him. You don't have to wash bottles, pack bottles, pack formula, buy formula, mix formula, etc. Breastmilk is always available, always the right temperature, and always the right formulation for you baby.

4.) Immunity for you baby. Did you know that your breastmilk changes to meet the needs of your baby?Did you know that when your sick, your breastmilk produces antibodies against that particular illness for your baby? The longer you breastfeed, the longer your baby reaps immunity and benefits from mother's best.

These are just a few examples. I could go on and on! The benefits are almost endless.

Breastfeeding has been so wonderful for me. The thought of weaning is sad to me, so my plans as of now are to let Silas self-wean. We are going to breastfeed as long as he needs it, even if he just nurses for comfort at night, or even every few days. In our country, some people think that extended nursing is weird and makes people uncomfortable. But God designed women to bear children and breastfeed. Or, as my The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding book says on the cover,

Babies are born to breastfeed!

My Journey to Breastfeeding PART ONE

My first 3 children were not breastfed. I bottle/formula fed them. I wish I would have breastfed them. I wasn't educated on breastfeeding. I didn't have any friends who breastfed their babies. I was young! (Well I still am young.) Breastfeeding wasn't even an option for my firstborn! It never occured to me. I thought about it with my second, but didn't. I wanted to with my third, but didn't. I started to feel like I was missing something! Before I even got pregnant with my fourth, I knew I was going to breastfeed.

I read everything I could about breastfeeding. The book "The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding" published by the La Lache League became my guide! I read it and reread it! I knew every possible problem I could have and the solutions. I knew all the 'positions'; I knew all the benefits. I knew I didn't want any bottles at home. I knew I didn't want to take any formula home from the hospital 'just in case'.  I checked out books from the library. I talked to my mom (who breastfed me and my sisters). I was excited! I knew there was no way I was going to fail! I knew what I wanted! I educated myself, and I am so glad I did.

When Silas was born, I knew to tell the nurses "No bottles or pacis". I knew to breastfeed him as soon as he was born. I knew how to latch him correctly (although it took a few clumsy tries...). I knew to let him nurse as long as he wanted, as opposed to a set time.

I remember the first time I put him to my breast, and the overwhelming feeling that washed over me. I remember thinking, "He's getting the best from me. I'm feeding him. I'm providing all the noursishment he needs. His survival depends on me!" It was an amazing feeling, and it still is. I remember just watching him eat, watching him nurse, being in awe of this totally amazing thing that God designed - BREASTFEEDING.

I remember the first day and a half, I experienced no pain. I remember thinking, "Wow, this is easier than I thought it would be!" I remember Silas would 'suck' for an hour each time he ate!

I remember when my milk came in. I remember wincing, gasping, even crying out in pain when he would latch on. I remember it only lasted a few seconds. I remember using lanolin each time I nursed! I remember using breastpads like they were going out of style. I remember using my Boppy those first few weeks. I remember feeding him all day long for a few weeks.

I remember the day I experienced no pain when he latched on. I remember the day I realized I wasn't feeding him every hour and a half. I remember crying tears of joy and amazement as I watched him eat. I remember the feeling of love I felt each time he ate. I remember the first time I felt my 'let down' and realized what it was. I remember the first time my milk sprayed out!

Breastfeeding has been a wonderful experience for me. I am thoroughly enjoying it, and not looking forward to the day he will wean. I can't imagine not breastfeeding him.

I am by no means an expert on breastfeeding, although sometimes I feel like I am! I have a desire to educate young mothers on breastfeeding, and maybe God will use me for that purpose one day. I do know that I have learned a few things from becoming a breastfeeding mom.

How do you...

get a stubborn almost 3 year old to take medicine?! Mercie has an ear infection and the doc prescribed her some antibiotics - AMOXILLIN! The best tasting antibiotic ever created! And she refuses to take it. We have spanked...gotten angry...tried forcing her...the only way she got it was mixing it with her lemonaide...but does that cause it to lose potency?? I did get her to take it this afternoon only because her ear is killing her!! And I had to hold her mouth open and force the dropper to the back of her throat...man this is so hard. I have never seen a more persistent stubborn toddler!

Where does time go?

I can't believe Silas is almost 7 months old. Time is flying by, and I'm trying to capture it in pictures. I'm not a good photographer, but I am trying to take as many as I can!

And my beautiful Mercie will be 3 next month!

Feeling Better!

Oh man am I feeling better! I am so thanful that I woke up today without a headache! A headache can really get you down...it's hard to move when your head is pounding! I have a cough and a sore throat, but other than that I'm much better! Thank You, Jesus!

Eli stayed home from school today because he was running fever this morning. He's napping right now, and seems to be feeling fine. He'll go to school tomorrow.

Mercie's better, too. She has been sleeping well without coughing. She is also napping right now.

Silas has a cough, but he has been much more agreeable today. He also slept much better last night. He is also napping right now.

So while all 3 littles are napping, what is Mommy doing?

Folded a load of clothes.
Made daddy a gallon of sweet tea. (a neccessity each day)
Swept the floor.
Picked up toys.
Started a load of clothes in washer, then transfered to dryer.
Went through a pile of mail.
Thought about scrubbing the pan from dinner last night.....but decided it needed to soak a little longer. :)

I am also thinking about this little face:

                                                                                                                                                        

I have been seeing alot of this face the past few days. But I'm so glad he's feeling better.

As I was rocking him to sleep earlier, I was staring at his adorable face. The way he sucks on his lips as he's falling asleep. (cute, I know) The way his eyes roll up in his head as he attempts to stay awake. The way his fist always finds his hair, pulling it, playing with it, rubbing it. The way he finally gives up staying awake, and gives in to sleep.

There is nothing in the world like rocking a baby to sleep.

I'm so TIRED

My last post...where I was bragging on Silas sleeping ALL NIGHT for 2 nights in a row??...well that stopped that night. I don't know what's wrong with him, but he has not been sleeping much at all. He's so fussy...crying all day...crying all night...not happy with anything....I took him and Mercie to the doctor Monday. Mercie has an ear infection, but the doctor said nothing was wrong with Silas, except he could see some more teeth coming in. He wasn't this fussy with his other teeth, though. Hmmm...he is acting so different from his usual self. I am so stiff and sore from not sleeping well at night. My headache hasn't gone away since Friday afternoon. My house is in serious need of cleaning. I can't put Silas down all day long because he has been screaming when I do. He is actually on the floor playing right now (first time in days...) so maybe today will be better!!

Mikaela and Eli started riding the bus to and from school! It's so funny to me how much Eli loves school. I really didn't think he was going to like it at all. But he loves it! Mikaela is doing well, catching on very fast to some math concepts we hadn't learned yet. I'm so proud of both of them.

Ugh..I'm sick!!

I started getting sick on Friday...I had a terrible headache all day, and about 4pm it got a lot worse. By that night, my entire body was achy, I had fever, I felt terrible!! I couldn't sleep very well Friday night; partly because Mercie was coughing SO BAD ALL NIGHT LONG that she was vomitting, and partly because my body was hurting so bad I couldn't get comfortable. Saturday I still felt horrible. Mikaela had to entertain Silas most of the day because I couldn't get off the couch! Thank goodness she is such a good helper. She made lunch for the kids (corndogs) and kept me covered up and did a little laundry and most importantly, she watched Silas. I barely had the energy to nurse him! I felt a little better last night, still had a headace and a little achy, but I could at least get up and walk around a little bit. Rod cooked dinner and cleaned up a little bit, and Mercie was still coughing and vomitting. She didn't go to sleep until after 9pm because everytime she laid down she started coughing. I put some cough medicine in a her cup and that helped a little bit. She got in our bed, I piled her head on top of a bunch of pillows, and we got a little more sleep. Silas SLEPT ALL NIGHT AGAIN! The Lord had mercy on me because I needed to rest! I woke up feeling a little better today, still popping Tylenol every 4 hours for my headache and fever. However, Silas puked everywhere this morning! I had finished nursing him, and he just laid on me, which is unusual. He usually wants down, to play and roll around. Then he vomitted everything he just ate! He hasn't felt good today. He's very whiny and fussy, he hasn't thrown up anymore thank goodness, but he just looks like he is miserable. He just nursed himself to sleep and I laid him in his crib, so hopefully he'll sleep for a while. Mercie's cough is a little better. Rod has been cleaning ALL MORNING. He washed our bed sheets, loaded the dishwasher, cleaned the countertops, swept, cleaned up the bathroom, HE IS JUST WONDERFUL. He is gone right now to get some firewood. We are expecting some bad weather. It's been sleeting all morning, and supposed to accumulate several inches of ice! If that happens, we'll lose electricity...so he went to get some firewood so we'll stay warm if that happens! He is also going to cook lunch when he gets back. He is such a sweet heart. I hope and pray that we get well SOON and remember us in your prayers. It's so hard when kids are sick and double hard when mommy is sick, too!

Updates

Eli's upper GI went well yesterday. He drank the (disgusting) barium and the radiologist took xrays. Eli was really good about it, and he got that thick white barium all over his shirt, his mouth, it was so funny. The radiologist showed him an xray and pointed out his lungs, stomach, spine and ribs. Eli thought that really cool. OH YEAH and he has no heria and his reflux wasn't that bad! The prevacid is working (he's been on it nearly 3 weeks now)! He has only woken up 2 x's with reflux since the meds. I hate him having to take medicine, but he was miserable with the reflux.

We went to the mall and rode the carousal after that, and we ate a late breakfast at IHOP. I took my mom, sister, Mercie and Silas with us. Mikaela was at school.

After that, Eli and Silas had to get their vaccinations.  They both had to have 3 shots! Eli did not cry at all, I was so proud of him. Silas was mad, but he got over it pretty quick. He ran slight fever today, but other than that, no side effects! Thank you Jesus! Eli's arm was sore this morning where he got his tetnus shot, but other than that, no side effects for him either! God is so good to my family. We don't deserve it, but I am so thankful for it!

They are loving school. They are both doing so well!! They are both excited about going!! I am so proud of them. They are both smart, well adjusted youngin's...I guess I've been doing something right, even if sometimes I feel like I'm doing everything wrong!

Silas is sitting up now without falling over! He is trying so hard to crawl. He can get on his knees and rock, and then he lunges forward and falls. He just can't figure it out yet. He is still not sleeping all night, except last night he slept from before 7 pm to almost 7 am! I guess the shots tuckered him out! I woke up at 2 am totally freaked out when I realized he wasn't awake! I start him out in his crib, and usually he wakes up around 10 or 11 and gets in our bed for the night. It was different, sleeping without him! I missed him!

Mercie is enjoying having me to herself during the week, and I have to say, I'm enjoying her as well. She is so sweet!!

I love my family so much and so thankful for them.

First Day of School

Yesterday was Mikaela and Eli's first day of public school.

And they had a blast!

I was worried about Eli, because he's never been to any formal school before and he's kind of a "mama's boy". He doesn't want to go anywhere without me lately. He was nervous before we went, but when we got to his class, he hung up his backpack and sat down where the teacher showed him, and waved bye-bye to me! I was just standing there, because I expected tears and protests, and he just waved at me! The teacher said, 'He's going to be okay, but is mommy going to be ok?' I was okay! I left and I was okay! I had to go back and bring him a few things he needed, and he just waved at me again. The teacher said, "You've done a good job with him! He knows it all!" That made mama proud!

Mikaela is being tested, but they're letting her go ahead and start 2nd grade because they're pretty confident she'll test at the right level. Which she will, because she's smart! She loved school, and I wasn't worried about her because she is confident in who she is, and she's outgoing, and she's a good kid!

They both talked my ear off about school, and Mikaela had homework. We have a little catching up to do in math, because they were ahead of where we were, but other than that, she's doing great!

Eli was up, dressed and had his backpack on before 7 this morning! Mikaela had the same enthusiasm! Thank you Jesus for wonderful children who are thriving!

I am going to enjoy my time with Mercie, I can already tell. She's a sweet baby and we had a blast yesterday. She was staring at me earlier this morning and I said "Do you need something?" And she said, "I just looking at you, Mama. I love you." And I almost starting crying! I grabbed her and hugged her so tight! It's these moments that make life worth all the trouble!

Health

I am so thankful for the health of my children. I have been encountering blogs lately about sick children and children and babies who have died...it is heartbreaking. I will have tears streaming down my face as I read the mother's thought and feelings put into words, I can feel the hurt, some of it anyway. The loss of a child or watching a child suffer through a painful lengthy illness has got to be the worst pain.

Thursday, Eli is going for an upper GI series. He had GERD very severly as a baby and was on Prevacid and Reglan for about a year or so. We took him off as soon as I thought he didn't need the medicine. He has dealt with reflux his whole life, not every day, but quite a bit. Rolaids are in high demand! I took  him almost 2 weeks ago to the doctor and had him put back on Prevacid because his reflux was getting to be an everyday affair, waking at night crying, gagging, coughing, trouble breathing. The doctor decided he needed an upper GI to check for a hiatial hernia (I know I spelled that wrong!). I'm not worried...I'm sure he is fine...but if he has that, he will have to have corrective surgery, which is scary thought. Pray for him...for God to take away his reflux...to heal any problems.

Mercie actually had a barium esophagram done when she was just a few months old. She was having trouble eating, and would cough the entire time she ate. After several tests and blood work, the doctor (a different one) was sure she had a hole in her esophogus (again I know I spelled that wrong). We took her to church Wednesday night and the preacher laid hands on her and prayed for her. Rod was also fasting and praying for her. Thursday morning we took her to hospital (she couldn't eat anything after midnight), and they gave her a bottle of barium, which she sucked down, poor starving baby, and performed a video x ray (which was really cool). The radiologist said, "We are supposed to be looking for a hole, but there's none! There's nothing but minor reflux." AMEN. I know God healed her because she was one sick little girl.

As you can probably see, chronic reflux runs in my family. My dad has is SEVERE. I have it a little. Eli has it, Mercie had MINOR REFLUX but never had any problems with it after she was healed.

All in all, I am thankful for the health of my kiddos. It is not something I will ever take for granted.

New Years Resolutions

I rarely make new year's resolutions just because I usually forget about them! But I have a few goals that I would like to meet this year.

1) Read through the entire Bible. I've done this once before, but I'd love to do it each year! I'm going to try to read it through in 90 days, but we'll see how this goes!

2) Spend more time with Mikaela and Eli before bed, especially since they'll be going to school. I'd like to have 10-15 minutes of conversation, prayer, tickling matches, or whatever with EACH of them ALONE.

3) Get Mercie's behavior under control. She is a sweet precious toddler, but she is the most stubborn, disobedient, rebellious, prideful two year old I've encountered. Hopefully with the kids in school, I can spend more one on one with her, correcting her and training her. Hopefully, it won't take all year! :)

4) Drink more water! I'm so hooked on diet cokes and diet A&W root beer, that I hardly ever drink water. And since I have around 10 pounds I'd like to lose, drinking water will help that. I've already started this morning! Usually it's a cup of diet coke first thing, but now I have water!!

5) Lose 10 pounds.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!